Saturday, August 17, 2013

6 days and counting.

Here I sit lonely and missing my family. One good note I go home in 6 days. I miss them so much. Everyone looks like theyve changed so much. I cant wait to get home and snuggle with everyone and kiss them good night.

Monday, August 12, 2013

Just wish they'd make up they're mind

So at first I was the only one that wanted to stay last week.  Then everyone got me excited cause they said they'll stay.   Now all of them are gonna back out.  Boo boo. Ill be here all alone.  Unless I go.  I miss my family.  I know they miss me

Asked to stay

So I was asked to extend my stay two more weeks. Apparently they love us that much. On one hand its 150 percent than normal income. Bad part is im away from the family.  I miss them. Not like depressed missing them but if they said go home I wouldnt be upset.

Friday, August 9, 2013

Done with counting

So today started out great until lunch. I was asked to say an additional 2 weeks. The pay is great but it would be an addition two weeks away from my family.   I was already to tell them no, and tell my wife told me to go ahead. Then I made my mind say no but she told me to say yeah. I just wish I could make up my own mind and not be so indecisive. And one hand the money is great, but on the other hand I miss my family. And my only defense mechanism how to make sure that no one else is having fun I'm gone.

14 days 12 hrs left

Today I miss my wife.  I woke up a lot last night looking for her.  Im here for a reason.  Now let's do this so I can go home.

Thursday, August 8, 2013

16 days 3 hours left

Im so over traveling.  It was a rough night to know my son wont listen. Ive been trying to stay up to talk to my wife but that means I go to bed at 11 pm at night. Get up at 4 am. I finally went to sleep at 8pm. Feels good to sleep.

Monday, August 5, 2013

19 days left

They say the first week is the hardest... I say so. Now I just need to dig in and get these next two weeks over with. so that the last week is downhill. I don't know whether I'm smart or stupid for asking If they need me to stay.

Friday, August 2, 2013

Day 5

Today is rough. I slept ok but apparently I
Was rude last night. Im sorry.  I miss my family. Ive still got 3 weeks left. I dont know how people do this. I hate being away from them.

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Day 4 in the books

So it was a hard day.  I miss my wife.  I misd cuddling with her.  I almost quit and went home.  I love her that much.